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2005-01-19T06:04:56Z

aliza and I wanted to find a way to help out with the tsunami relief and so....

we have been calling our friends all over the country and trying to get everyone we know to collect as much money as they can among their friends, and then they are gonna mail the money to us... and we are going to collect all the money and do one of two things with it....

either one.... donate it to a fund run by pepsi who will match the same amount of $ that we collect...therefore have TWICE as much money.... but if we cant make the deadline....

we are going to just donate all the money to a bigger tsunami relief fund.

SO anyone that is willing to help out PLEASE PLEASE!! it would be so awesome. if you have any questions or are interested in helping out Bex0267@aol.com..... let me know ... or call me 282-4093!
bahhhhhhhh thanks guys you're awesome!

travisroxmysox @ 2003-08-24T01:32:00

2003-08-24T05:26:29Z

You are trent
Musical and Insightful, if only you could wake up
on time.

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travisroxmysox @ 2003-05-11T19:08:00

2003-05-11T23:03:36Z

I____ Becca.
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If I were alone in a room with Becca, I would _____.
I think Becca should _____.
Becca needs ______.
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Someday Becca will ________.
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travisroxmysox @ 2003-03-30T21:49:00

2003-03-31T02:49:43Z

BreaksSometimes (9:39:31 PM): ok so one time
BreaksSometimes (9:39:33 PM): tehre was a bear
BreaksSometimes (9:39:38 PM): his name was charlie
BreaksSometimes (9:39:42 PM): he loooooved pancakes
BreaksSometimes (9:39:46 PM): one day he went to ihop
BreaksSometimes (9:39:53 PM): (international house of pancakes)
BreaksSometimes (9:39:59 PM): but everyone get scared away.
BreaksSometimes (9:40:17 PM): charlie was really sad cause all he wanted to do was eat pancakes liek everyone esle but he couldnt cause he was a bear
BreaksSometimes (9:40:35 PM): he walked around and investigated
BreaksSometimes (9:40:49 PM): but all he could think about was pancakes...the smell was getting to him
BreaksSometimes (9:40:52 PM): he just had to have some
BreaksSometimes (9:41:02 PM): but HOW, no one was there to take his order or his money
BreaksSometimes (9:41:13 PM): he decided to make them himself and leave the money on the table
Bex0267 (9:41:20 PM): ha
BreaksSometimes (9:41:26 PM): he made vanilla pancakes with blueberry syrup
BreaksSometimes (9:42:00 PM): he ate every last bite and when he was done he dabbed the sides of his big bear sout witha white napkin and said "well those were the best darn pancakes i ever did eat"
BreaksSometimes (9:42:19 PM): but before he could put the money on the table
BreaksSometimes (9:42:24 PM): he heard comotion outside
BreaksSometimes (9:42:29 PM): he walked to the window
BreaksSometimes (9:42:36 PM): and saw a mass of people and flashing lights
BreaksSometimes (9:42:45 PM): the people had called the poilce and animal control
BreaksSometimes (9:42:47 PM): "oh no"
BreaksSometimes (9:42:50 PM): the bear thought"
BreaksSometimes (9:42:56 PM): "what ever shall i do
BreaksSometimes (9:43:12 PM): so he walked outside
BreaksSometimes (9:43:19 PM): he didnt want anymore trouble
BreaksSometimes (9:43:52 PM): "i just wnated some pancakes sir" he sid to a man in a rather large hat. "and boy were they delish!"
BreaksSometimes (9:44:00 PM): he went to reach for the money in his pocket
BreaksSometimes (9:44:15 PM): but before he could get there he felt a sharp pain in his side
Bex0267 (9:44:22 PM): ahhhhh
BreaksSometimes (9:44:24 PM): he was more startked than hurt at the time
BreaksSometimes (9:45:02 PM): and when he looked down he noticed his smoothe fur coat was now starting to be drenched in his own blood
BreaksSometimes (9:45:13 PM): fur climmped together and was drying by his toes
BreaksSometimes (9:45:18 PM): it was awful
BreaksSometimes (9:45:23 PM): now thge pain was setteling in
BreaksSometimes (9:45:29 PM): the bear dropped to the floor
BreaksSometimes (9:45:42 PM): the crowd gasped as a tear rolled out of charkie's eye
Bex0267 (9:45:51 PM): gasp
BreaksSometimes (9:45:56 PM): a little girl from the crow ran up wot the bear
BreaksSometimes (9:46:03 PM): "REBECCA" her mom cried out
BreaksSometimes (9:46:19 PM): she trew her arms around the bear and cried with him.
BreaksSometimes (9:46:26 PM): the bear bit her head off
BreaksSometimes (9:46:28 PM): the end
BreaksSometimes (9:47:09 PM): alternate ending..
BreaksSometimes (9:47:17 PM): so the girl ran up to him
BreaksSometimes (9:47:18 PM): and said
BreaksSometimes (9:47:50 PM): CHARLIE, are you alright? "i am now little girl, i am now" replied the bear. you could tell he was getting weaker by his voice
BreaksSometimes (9:48:13 PM): "oh charlie why?! WHY?!" "its alright little gilr, ill be just fine"
BreaksSometimes (9:48:14 PM): just then
BreaksSometimes (9:48:49 PM): a bunch of men in white suits ran up to the girl and pulled her away, another hadful of men tied charlie up to a helicopter and air lifted him to an animal hospital
BreaksSometimes (9:49:18 PM): charlie died on the way. everyone was greif stricken
BreaksSometimes (9:49:34 PM): at least he got his pancakes
BreaksSometimes (9:49:36 PM): the end
BreaksSometimes (9:50:09 PM): im gonna kill myself
Bex0267 (9:50:18 PM): oh man
Bex0267 (9:50:21 PM): no dont kill yourself please
BreaksSometimes (9:50:29 PM): ok
BreaksSometimes (9:50:32 PM): that story made me sad

travisroxmysox @ 2003-03-11T21:49:00

2003-03-12T03:06:13Z

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2003-03-11T04:19:08Z

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2003-03-08T19:20:03Z

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2003-01-26T14:39:54Z

belive it or not i actually had lots of fun this weekend, and its not even over yet, im going to the continental in the city today to see the early november yayyyy im excited. me and sleeze are going by ourselves wahoo many boys to try and pretend we are acutlly going to talk to but never get up the courage to but anyways! so let me see...

friday: brady and aliza were gonna come over and we were gonna write a song, cause ive been working on some stuff on the geetar. but uhhh it ended up me and sleeze going to bradys.. well yea sean came over too. we played this funny game where you hold this....... uhh.... thing idk? and it had a little screen and random words come up and you gotta make your partner gues the word without saying that word... oh dear some funnnnnnny stuff came out of our mouth... such as the word was seven... so this was the convo
Aliza-6!!!
Brady-flags?
aliza-6!!!!!!!
Brady- FLAGS!!
aliza-
1
2
3
4
5
6....
Brady- FLAGSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!
haha
another one- my word was rack, so i point to my boobs and im like sean what are these!! and hes like uhhh BIG!! hahah
haha ok maybe you had to be there but it was hysterical i swear.!!! and idk there were lots of stuff so yea
then we watched the red dragon- HOLY MOTHER FUCKER OH DEAR GOD!!! im such a wuss for scary movies its crazy. aliza fell asleep and then me and brady held on to eachother for dear life screaming throughout the movie.... oh wow... when the movie was over we woke up aliza.. haha hmmmm ..... yea we all layed down to go to sleep and then we started talking... about everything, about george (killyourself) Bush, the gov't coruption in the world, how rich people waste their money and idk all this stuff, we talked for a loong time. but it was cool..

Saturday- well rich lopez who i never really hung out with asked if i wanted to go out to breakfast. and i thought it sounded fun and would get a chance to talk to him and blah blah. so i said sure. so we go to the diner and see eliza, kristin, amd some others. yea so then we went to seven eleven, and i bought him a whistle lollypop and he bought me a vanilla shake thingy..... oh yum!!!!
yea but i said how ive heard people talk about the black cow but never been there before. so we drove there walked in looked around and left. haha so then we went to sparkle lake and skated on the ice in our sneakers. hmm. yea i managed to not shut up this entire time.. oh dear he must be sick of my voice. ah yea but anways
WOW THIS IS A LONG ENTRY!! SORRY

saterday night- ok soi went to a party that my very ghettolicous friend emily luna,i guess i have a variety of all different friends ....yay...well yea me and lauren went and felt a little out of place...... im standing there in my skirt, knee high socks, my chucks, a band shirt and a scarf..... everyone else , is wearing like skin tight laced up jeans, skin tightbelly shirts that say like bootylicous, and their timberlands er something..... yea and besides feeling out of place in that sence.... it hink there was only 3 other white people there besides me... hmm it was interesting being the minority, only because im not used to it though. but yea i acuatlly made a friends. yayyy his name was randy.ok can i tell you.... idk if anyone reading this dances like this but uh.... ok these people the way they dance.. it looks like one big orgy! it was insane. OH MY POOR VIRGIN EYES!!!!! DEAR GOD!! im not going to go into anymore detail than that!! but yea so then lauren left and i was there andoh dear. i sat in the corner with my friend dave and drank some "gatorade" with him.then when 20 more people walked in and i couldnt see 2 feet infront of me i decided it was time to go

Later that night: so i walked next door to laurens house. yayyy she had peoplessesesse over and it was lots of fun. ryan sniffles is theee funniset buy olive him. everyone there was fun to hang out with. im glad i have the friends i do.and what made it exceptionally great was that lauren listened to me and didnt invite liysa! yayyy on bitching or crying in the corner that night! very nice very nice. but yea then rich and scat came to stop by. they were funny too. well then it got late.. im a little girl it was 12 o clock ok1 haha just kidding but yea around 12ish i went home and sleep and now im here. i havent had such a fun weekend in a while.

SORRY THIS IS SO LONG!

but yea im excited for today ill write when i get home!!
I HATE MIDTERMS AND IM SICK OF STUDYING FOR THEM
UGHHHHHH
goodbyeeeeeee
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xoxo
becca

travisroxmysox @ 2003-01-23T03:28:00

2003-01-22T20:27:32Z

this neverending story, thats only just begun

travisroxmysox @ 2003-01-21T22:03:00

2003-01-21T15:03:20Z

i feel so lost- in this anxious crowd of people- they all push me- one way or another- running in and out- trying to find my home- to figure out- this great mystery- of where i belong-once again -odd man out-im slowly drifting away- trying to push past this ever going current- and find myself0 cause now im just caught- in this daze of disorder- so catch me when i fall- this illusion wont last long- im just a dabbler- in this game called life- this trepidation- its not helping- holding me back- from the place id love to be- one day ill find it- ill arise from this dream - but as of now- i just stand lost in this anxious crowd of people

yea so im home "sick" today. my mom is pissed. oh well. i just cant deal with school. it drives me insane. and considering i absolutly cant concentrate in any of my classes and i fail all my tests.. its not getting me anywhere. i know i should go, and i should have some motivation to do good... but i dont at all. and i dont mind. oh well.

travisroxmysox @ 2003-01-18T19:01:00

2003-01-18T23:57:16Z

wow... die mom die

long entry... sorry

2003-01-18T23:23:40Z

ugh liysa kill yourself before i kill you.

anyways, yesterday was school talent show wahoo. ryan sniffles is the funniest boy ever olive him. he was dancing around the stage having an awesome time. his band sounds better live then on their cd in my opinion. then he played again. my friend john has an awesome voice it was crazy i never knew he could sing before. then the other ryan sang and he did great. and then ryan sniffles went all screamo on me! it was crazy stuff. i was liek dude where does this come from! but it was fun. some dudes did ozzy osbourne.... uhhh well that act was .... whats the word.. intresting? ha. yea some people were pretty funny. i had fun. we went to the diner after , a gazillion people showed up and liysa just hadddd to sit at our table... what a dumbass. it was me val aliza glen and jenna sitting there... did she forget that me val aliza and glen.... dont like her... hate her. die die die. ye whatever shes just an idiot
hey glen called, i didnt think he really would. that was weird.

yea. so i decided olive kevin, hes the sweetest kid. he should move to new york. so should eric.... and travis.... and oscar..... and corey..... and ok ill stop how come all the cool kids live like a gazillion years away in jupitar.., man oh man... yea well rich is cool, im going to richs house tonight wahooo. but first im goin to apple bees for jus's birthday. ive only been there like once 28356489 yeras ago. idk theres gonna be all these stupid people that im not friends with tthere... cause theyre to cool for me..ya know.. oh well, im over it. lauren was trying to tell me how they are cool WHEN they do talk to you.. so i said they wouldnt take a second out of their time to even talk to me and she said yea i know, but when you do talk to them they're cool like in the moment... i was like umm wow. ok. and then we kept repeating oursleves back and forth for 28934 hours cause i was trying to make the point that if they dont take a second of their time to talk to me then how can they be cool to talk to. and she just kept saying the are cool. oh well. idk im not making sense but thats ok i have that privledge of always being bored and never having to make sense. but yea so ill go. ill try and make the best of it. ill be nice to them. see if they talk to me... hmm...

lauren came over today. it was crazy we went from like attached at the hip for 10 years and then suddenly this year we hang out like once a month, it sucks. but yea she came over and taught me some guitar and i showed her some too. she was so suprised cause she thought my room looked so different but she realy just hasnt been here for 2437509843 years. its sad. we were best friends from 5 years old to 15 years.. we were NEVER apart. thats what me and sleeze are like now.. only ten times worse as me and laurz were. like you cant see one of us without the other one right aside. im scared the same thing is gonna happen to us. i dont want it to. shes my other half. us not being friends is like chopping a person down the middle and telling them to still live. its impossible. hahhaha dont you love my analogies. ha yea, without sleeze, is like... idk i can think of another one of my cool analogies but it would just SUCK!!!

yea ive written way too much so ill go

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xoxo
becca

people

2003-01-17T03:49:37Z

people are stupid. stupid stupid people. you try and act nice to them and they just manage to treat everyone like shit. and they wonder why they have no freinds.... hmmm fucking dumbass. ahhhhhhhhh im in a strange mood if you couldnt tell and people.... people... UGH!....some people are the sweetest, kindest people in the world, while other should go sit in the corner and cry... or die... either way. ugha bugha im hyper. im bored. im horny. what else is new. tonight was such a good night. no homeork...kinda..... friends, scurbs,will and grace, joe millionare and that other showl...... uhh good morning miami or osmeting
idk good stuff
stupid pople
die die die die , im so nice its great ... really
yea so i went to the doctor today about my back. since its always hurtying and he basically said..uh you have bad back posture. dude when i had to take an x-ray the lady like unzipped my pants i was like WOOOWWZAA hold it up one minute im hear for my back buddy!! wlajsdlfk! yea uhthat was cool or not. yea so es liekfix your posture go home and do stretchesand i said my back hurts you fuck!
haha wowzaaa im gonna go

someone leave me a comment so i can be like , hey look i ahve a comment.

ahha im outa here
xoxo
becca

travisroxmysox @ 2003-01-13T15:41:00

2003-01-13T20:38:06Z

i love the feeling of knowing someone is there for you. when you need a hug. when you need someone to share your mind with. tell them everything your thinking. of course its not always there. but when it comes around once in a while....

im bored.... can you tell

2003-01-13T20:16:23Z

*shoe size- 9
*hair color- brown and pink
*blushes- mm idk
*first crush- ryan....in like 1st grade haha does that count
*crush- for real? idk if its a crush or not
*color of your room-leopard and chalkboard
*righty or lefty- righty
*hobbies- talking to people online, music music music, band playing the piano, guitar, track, softball,
*cuddle or make out- make out.. yummy
*chocolate milk or hot chocolate- hot chocolate.. yum
*mcdonalds or burger king?- uhh micky ds
*coke or pepsi- PEPSI!
*would you wanna marry your best friend, or the perfectlover- best friend
*root beer, or dr pepper- root beer
*tea/coffee/cappuccino- COFFEE!!
*cats or dogs- Dogs
*mud or jello wrestling- jello wrestling haha sounds fun
*milk, dark, or white chocolate?- all of the above
*sunny or rainy- depends on the mood
*winter, summer, fall, or spring- winter and summer
*vanilla or chocolate- CHOCOLATE!
*skiing or boarding- learning to board this month yay
*biking or blading- blading
*cereal or toast- cereal
*do ya like rock, punk, rap, r and b, alternative, techno, pop, or country- hmm mostly rock and punk
*bunk or water bed- water bed yummy
*lights on or off- off

friends
*My friends- aliza.... hmm thats about it
*Friends that you look like- according to my sister, me and aliza are twins, according to the rest of the world... no!
*You go to for advice- aliza, eric, shnookums
*Who do you tell all ur secrets to?-aliza and hmm i tell rich most stuff
your favorites
*color- blue and red
*number- 2
*movie- FIGHT CLUB! and slc punk
*subject- im best at science but i hate them all
*song- international you day- no use for a name
*sport to play- track and softball
*sport to watch- eh i dont really watch sports
*favorite drink- diet pepsi twist
*truth or dare- dare
*ocean or pool- aghh ocean cause that means beach which means sun and boys and yum
*love or lust- lust
*silver or gold- silver
*diamonds or pearls- gross neither
*sunset or sunrise- sunset
*showers or bubble baths- bubble bath
*do you like school- sucks
*do you like to talk on the phone-yea im always on the phone
*do ya have your own phone line- yes
*can we have your number- 555.....
*do you like to dance- no
*are you scared to ask out your crush- yesssss becuase idk if its a crush
*do you think cheering is a sport- fuck no
have you ever..
1: been completely wasted?? haha oh boy yes
2: Done drugs? uh...
3: Eaten an entire box of Oreos? yes yes
4: Been on stage? yea i used to act a lot
5: been betrayed?? ha ohhhhhhhhhhhh yes
6: Gotten in a car accident? yep
7: Watched "Punky Brewster"? yea but i dont remember
8: Been in love? nooooooooooo
Favorites...
9: Shampoo: herbal essences
10: Toothpaste: uhhh the tasty kind
11: Soap: the kind that smells good
12: Type of soup: RAMEN NOODLES!A HHHH YUM
13: Room in your house: my bedrooooom
14: Instrument: geetar

Either/Or..
15: Coffee or hot chocolate? coffee
16: Big or little?big big big
17: Lace or satin? uhh lace?
18: New or old? 50/50
19.Neve Campbell or Jennifer Love Hewitt? ::shrugs:: couldn't care for either of them really....
20: Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt? Brad Pitt :) yumm
21: Vogue or Material Girl?hh vogue
22: Jeans or cords? cords
23: Sweater or sweatshirt? sweatshirt
24: T shirt or tank top? T shirt
25: Skirt or dress? ugh neither but if i had to choose........ uh.. skirt
26: Wool or cotton? cotton
27: Rose or Lily? lily my moms name is rose... we dont like her
28: The way it is or the way it was? the way it is
29: Oldies or pop? Oldies
30: Internet or TV? internet
31: Do you have a best friend? sleeze ball

In the last 24 hours, have you...
32: Cried? yes it was unusual for me and i dont know why i did
33: Helped someone? mm maybe
34: Bought something? a lolly pop.. acutally sleeze bought it for me
35: Gotten sick? nope
36: Gone to the movies? nope
37: Gone out for dinner? nope
38: Said "I love you"? no, i never do
39: Written a real letter? hmm nope
40: Moved on? uh.. sure
41: Talked to an ex? yes
42: Missed an ex? ::sigh:: yes
43: Written in a journal?im about to
44: Talked to someone you have a crush on? hmm
45: Had a serious talk? yes
46: Missed someone? yes
47: Hugged someone? yes ryan :-)
48: Fought with your parents? yea waht else is new
49: Fought with a friend? nope

Do you.....
50: Wear eye shadow? nope
51: Put on a "front"? huh
52: Kiss on the first date? yes indeed
53: Have a crush on someone? im not sure ...
54: Eat with your mouth open? i dont pay attention
55: If you got a tattoo, where would you get it, and what would be? a little star.. on my thumb
56: What color is your floor/carpet in your room? umm like off white i guess
57: What was the last CD you bought? bought? glasseater
58: How did you spend last summer? camp..delaware and washington DC everyday i wasnt there i was on the beach of course
59: When's the last time you showered? maybe a week or 2 haha yea right, last night
60: Are you tired? always
61: Are you lonely? very
62: Are you happy? id like to say yes... but i dont know
63: Are you wearing pajamas? nope
64: Are you talking to someone online?yea i am
65: What are the initials of your crush/interest/spouse? im not sure if i have a crush ill get back to you on taht one
66: What is your astrological sign? gemini
67: What is the sign of your crush/interest/spouse? Rufus? ugh enough with the crushes
68: What time is it? 3:17 pm

travisroxmysox @ 2003-01-10T22:22:00

2003-01-11T03:18:34Z

aliza left me ahhhh. haha hmm that might sound bad.... er wrong. yea she went to the city on thursday...yesterday... and shes not coming home till sunday. ugh thats so far away. and what am i going to do with my life geezes louises. yea so me braids and val are going to see the new ashton kutcher movie . cause well... cause he is gorgeous and should defintly strip naked and do the monkey dance right away.

moving on. the past week or two have been really strange. i never pay attentino or care about anything. all i ever do is sit there and think or sleep. i seem to always feel sad. i dont always show it but i constantly feel it. i havent been doing to great in school and im not putting in the effort i should be. i dont understand myself. i honestly dont. but i dont like it lately. oh well. ill figure it out... i guess.

yea ok WOW I WANT A BOY! SOMEONE BE MY BOY GEEZES LOUSIES
i love how while i say this im listening to - i wont spend another night alone...... except i spend everynight alone. hmm oh well, thats life i guess. im gonna go, no use in me bitching about it.
xo
becca
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travisroxmysox @ 2003-01-05T21:54:00

2003-01-06T02:53:26Z

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travisroxmysox @ 2003-01-05T12:48:00

2003-01-05T17:45:03Z

sooooo
yea friday i was supposed to hang out with kevin, cause he was visiting from florida, but uh it decided to snow the world and the roads were in state of emergency in my town.. fuckers. so my dad is such a dick. hes like shovel the driveway and ill drive you to pick up aliza and then to go kevin. so i go out in the freezingrain , hailing whatever it was i shovel the whole drive way.go back inside and im like ok wheres dad. well he thought if he fell asleep he wouldnt have to drive me.. HA! so i woke up him. and he took me to get aliza. lyss and meg came along for the ride. so i go inside to get aliza and lyss and meg work on my dad trying to talk him into taking us to see my friend kevin. yea well that didnt work! so if my dad would have driven like..... 5 more minutes then we would have been there , but nooo ugh! so finally after 29834752098345 years of trying to talk him into taking us, he says ok ill drive you there but im not coming out to pick you up later so you still cant go! roar. stupid parents. then it stops snowing and raining and everything and they still wouldnt let us leave the house, oh wow , do you know what its like to be stuck inside your house for 3 days in a row. yea well for me , its like telling someone to eat bunch of catepillars dipped in gaucomole and covered with sprinkles.. oh yum! see that would be disgusting and make you want to throw up and kill yoursefl, yes that is my house. its great i swear. haha im such a loser but hey thats ok , cause i dotn care. yea so now he said he may be able to hang out today so im waiting for his call :-p wahoo

yeaaaaa so last night a whole lots peoples came over my sister meg and some of there friends were even chilling with us, that was ..... cool i guess idk,yea they are fun. blah all my friends decided to smoke until my mom got home. dude it smelled ., luckliy my parents are dumbass's and didnt notice., yea blahhalskdjflaksdf val and braids slept over and i watched FIGHT CLUB for the 4th time that day,travis is rubbing off on me, haha olive him. ok yea so im gona go sit down, do nothng, listen to more mad caddies, and wait for kev to call
xo
becca
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hmm

2003-01-03T01:21:57Z

they walk into my life almost as fast as they leave. You think you have found someone. someone to depend on. someone to tell all your secrets and inner most deepest thoughts. you poor out your heart and they stand there with a bland expression. like a stone wall. heart made of stone. you wonder underneath it all. do they care. do they feel your pain but dont want to give in to you. so you stand. stare. do you keep telling your emotions to this cold hearted being. do you turn your back on them.how do you express to the emotionless.you die before their eyes. and they just stare. not a budge. not a blink. they can read right through you. but you cant read a fraction of their thoughts. you sit. you wonder. what are they thinking.but you cant read them. they dont blink. they dont budge. they just stare

i lub her

2003-01-02T20:17:05Z

so i came home sick today,and so when i sit at home doing nothing but thinking for hours at a time by myself, a lot of things cross my mind,
besides me thinking about things like what does the beach look like when it snows, and things like that haha i i mean i started to think about real stuff
so you see, as much as i bitch about my family, i gotta say i lub my sister.and when i say lub u probably think why dont i say love or something.. but idk i have problems, i can never say it in a sentence to someone. idk im a strange child. i always say olive you , or i lub you.... idk i need help
but anyways, i mean some days i look at her as a total bitch , but im her sister, and sisters fight thats only normal? correct? yea well lately she has been such a fun person to be around. and shes been really nice, its great. im really gonna miss her when she goes off to college. tear tear. ahha i sound all corny and blah oh well, idk i just dont say these things out loud and certainly not to her cause she'd thinkim a syco so i just wrote it down here, its nice to get things out
ha im a dork
ill go now!
xo
becca

yawn

2003-01-01T16:08:51Z

heyo
i dont think i have written in a while :-p sorry about that, i write more in my deadjournal, but o well. yea so AAA lootttt has happened since the last time i wrote but iiiiiii dont really feel like catchingyou up at the moment cause im a tired mofo. ha yea so last night was new years. some crazy shit man. my friend decided to have a party last minute so a lot of people showed up there. Whoever wasnt there like, the rest of the school went to some other kids party, lik hundreseds and hundreds of people haha so i hear form my sister was there. thats crazy dude, but yeaa we had lots of fun.

what else, oh shit i just realized its 2003 woooowww hah nothing ever hits me till like 1 day later, im slow one! o lucky me. yea s

so im watching FIGHT CLUB!! YAYYY
dude this is like me 4th time watching it 2 days. I think im turning into TRAVIS! ahhhhh but thats ok cause i lub him. ***dude how strange , travis i knwo you are gonna read this... and how do you know kelly!??! me and aliza are theeeee most confused people ever!***

but besides that uhhhh waht else, yea idk i hate my fucking mom
she says to me like a day or 2 ago. shes like becca why do you never talk to me. your sister comes home and has 30 minute talks with me and like to be around me. but you i can never relate to you , you never want to talk to me, you never want to be around me, rah rah rah the list goes on. and so i just sat at the computer and ignored her otherwise i would have said something along the lines of..... WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND I HATE YOU! and i wouldnt want to say that to her cause then well then bad things would happen. but ugh getting really fucking sick of her lately!
then whenever she is in front of all her friends she acts like a totally different person and all nice and UGHHHHH CANT STAND HER!
but yea for now im out
im misisng best part of fight club... well the whole movie is the best part
ha
later
xoxo
becca
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ask me how bored i am!

2002-12-23T14:32:42Z

yo so imm bored i went to bed around 3ish and woke up around 7ish... yawn!so tired i am goin to danburry mall with sleeze in an hour or 2 ugh i fucking hate malls......fuckin hate shopping dude! oh well. yea so ive had a fun weekend yesterday i had invited about 5 people over and about 15 showed up , whatever it was fun i guess. everyone left and rich stayed. we made funny stories.. hey maybe ill put them up here. They are like picuture stories, me and sleeze made one too. and yes i do amuse myself easily if you couldnt tell. haha well im hoppin into the shower
leave one
xo
becca

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i lub travis

2002-12-22T07:24:06Z

ha travis cracks me up

Deceptic0n punK [2:09 AM]: once there was a toaster oven named vagina
Deceptic0n punK [2:09 AM]: so vagina the toaster oven was special, it had 3 feet
Deceptic0n punK [2:09 AM]: as opposed to ... none
Deceptic0n punK [2:09 AM]: so one day good old vagina said "i'm through, i'm tired of making people toast!"
Deceptic0n punK [2:10 AM]: and it walked off
Deceptic0n punK [2:10 AM]: it walked all the way to hollywood
Deceptic0n punK [2:10 AM]: and got a job on the set of friends
Deceptic0n punK [2:10 AM]: but it killed joey, in a murderous act of greed
Deceptic0n punK [2:10 AM]: and it stole his sandwich
Deceptic0n punK [2:10 AM]: so vagina was arrested
Deceptic0n punK [2:10 AM]: and given a 3 life terms in prison
Deceptic0n punK [2:11 AM]: the end
Bex0267 [2:11 AM]: hahhaha
Bex0267 [2:11 AM]: very nice

yea but anways
i also have deadjournal if u wanna check it out(all my invisble friends)_
you can ask me for my username and ill give it to you .. probably
im out
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xo
beca

heyo

2002-12-21T17:52:11Z

hey everybdyyyyyyyy
my names becca and travis made this journal for me causeee olive him! wahoo and yea i have nothing to say right now except that people suck and music rocks wahoooooooooo ok im out
if anyone wants to be my friend for some odddd reason leave me a comment
xo
becca

travis here

2002-12-21T00:33:01Z

Hey, it's travis. I just made this journal, all for my beautiful Becca. I hope you like it Becca.

<3 Travis